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Hey, everyone!

I'm selling two Kis-my-ft2 posters that came with their Debut CD's. I bought all CD versions and they each came with the same poster. Not knowing this, I opened one, freaked out with glee, and opened the other hoping they would be different, but they were pretty much the same.

Anyways, one of them is unopened (green) and the other I barely touched (white). They've never been hung up and are still in good condition. They've been hiding and gathering dust since 2011, so if any of the Kisumai fans out there would love their debut poster, I'm selling them for $15.

Prices: $15
Shipping Internationally because couriers are awesome!
The prices are subject to change upon discussion.

Comment down bellow if you're interested or email me directly at ndqamber(at)gmail(dot)com

Current Location: Bahrain,
Current Mood: jubilantjubilant
13 August 2011 @ 05:50 pm
I made Kis-my-ft2 Icons
These are from their CD scans.

~ Kitayama Hiromitsu ~


~ Senga Kento ~

~ Miyata Toshiya ~

~ Yokoo Wataru ~

~ Fujigaya Taisuke ~

~ Tamamori Yuta ~

~ Nikaido Takashi ~

~ Credit ~
Scans: Kis-My-Ft to flailinginlove 
2 - snowqueenofhoth 

Textures of Icons: lilyrach @ deviantart.com
shirirul0ve @ deviantart,com
misssnoopy25 @ deviantart.com
obscene-bunny @ deivantart.com

Thank you all so much for the wonderful scans and textures! ^.^

Credit if taking... Comments are always loved! ^.^

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Current Music: Itunes on Shuffle
12 August 2011 @ 02:41 pm
 I thought I'd update my LJ journal since I don't unless I make icons, and want to share them. But i don't make that many icons anymore. I only make them for my use only. I made 3 recently. 2 of Kis-my-ft2 and 1 of KAT-TUN. I realized that i don't have an icon of KAT-TUN as a whole group, I have one of Maru and Kame, so i thought i'd make one of KAT-TUN as a group! 

What I do on LJ: 
Since i dont update my journal a lot, what do I do? Practically what every other fan does. If we don't post information about artists, we read them. I join communities that give me updates on my obsession, such as KAT-TUN, Kis-my-ft2, Alice Nine, Sid, Nightmare, and others. 
Without LJ, I would be so clueless with the world. Because of LJ, I get to know about my favorite bands. ^O^ I love LJ because of that! 

ITS amazing! ^O^

So I just basically check my inbox everyday and see what updates the other fans posted ! and I say thank you to them for bringing me updates! ^O^ Arigatou!

I guess that's basically it! 
Current Location: in front of my laptop
Current Mood: relaxedrelaxed
Current Music: Everybody Go! - Kis-my-ft2
29 April 2010 @ 03:16 pm
 1. Have you ever been asked out?
I'll be honest! NOPE! :D

2. Where did you get your default picture?
I got the picture from Nao's blog and edited it! (sorry Nao for stealing your pic! ) ^^,

3. What's your middle name?

4. Your current relationship status?
Single :D

5. Does your crush like you back?
I dont have one in reality but in my head...i dont really know ^O^

6. What is your current mood?
ENERGETIC! woot woot!

7. What color of underwear are you wearing?

8. What color shirt are you wearing?
a big grey t-shirt that says nautica and has a big N on it

9. Missing something?
my bestfriend! :(

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?
I'd change many things but not all of them...small certain things, but im too worried i would change the future

11. If you must be an animal for one day, what?
erm...a bird i guess...since there are LOADS of birdies here! 

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Nope! and im grateful!

13. Something you do a lot?
Listen to music, chat with my bestfriend, use my head

14. The song stuck in your head?
Everybody do the D-motion!! D-MOTION!

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
jin-no-shitsuji! muahahhaha

16. Name someone with the same birthday as YOU?
uhm..amera..my friend i guess ... but mine is unique 444

17. When was the last time you cried?
I dont remember

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
not a large audience just a 100 people i guess

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Mind reader! or or ... Telepathy! 

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
their lips! ahaha then eyes

21. What do you usually order from starbucks?
A Mocha frappuccino

22. What's your biggest secret?
Its suppose to be a SECRET! ^O^

23. Favorite color?
Green...all colors

24. Do you still watch kiddie shows or tv shows?
Some times when i see it on tv!

26. What are you?
Uhm...I HAVE NO IDEA! maybe a human

27. Do you speak any other language?
English, Tagalog, still learning Japanese, and trying to learn my Arabic, i use to learn German

28. What's your favorite smell?
something nice and not much but very attractive

29. Describe your life in one word; what would it be?
AWESOME! maybe slightly complicated but getting there! 

31. Have you ever kissed in the rain?
Nope! but that would be an experience

32. What are you thinking about right now?
what to do after this

33. What should you be doing?
My home work! so that i wont have to do it for the next 3 days

34. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
Uhm...some one...

35. How often do you talk to God?
one every few weeks

36. Do you like working in the yard?
yes i do.

37. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Im fine with my last name

38. Do you act differently around the person you like ?
I dont really notice

39. What is your natural hair color?

40. Who was the last person to make you cry?
I cant remember but it was like a month ago i think
that was fun!

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Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Current Music: Baal - Survive
02 January 2010 @ 02:51 pm

Title: Things Unsaid

Beta-reader: redeemeroflight [thank you!]

Pairing: RyoDa, MaruDa

Genre: fluff

Warning: just a tiny kiss not really a warning

Disclaimer: I don’t own them sadly. I just own the story line

Summary: Ueda decides to confess to Ryo on New Year’s, but Ryo turns him down. Ueda left crying, Nakamaru saw and heard everything, rushed to Ueda and comforts him.

A/N: just a one shot I thought of. I actually wrote a similar story like this when I was a kid. Enjoy! Comments are love!


Even before Kat tun was formed, Ueda and Ryo were always close friends. Slowly, Friendship turned into a crush and Ueda’s tiny crush for Ryo turned into love. Even then, they argued and Ueda tried hard to gain his forgiveness because he didn’t want to the person he loved so much to hate him. Ryo was everything to him, even when Ryo didn’t see his love; he would always be there for Ueda when he can.

Rehearsals for the Johnny Jr. 2009-2010 count down concert that was happening later tonight, was going on. Every few minutes Ueda’s eyes turned towards Ryo just to see what he was doing and just to randomly look at his friend that he was so much in love with. Ryo caught his eye and Ueda turned as he did, heart pounding inside him. Maybe I should cut down on the staring ne? Ueda promised himself, but couldn't fulfill that promise for more than 30 minutes. He couldn’t help it, he was so much in love, every time he would get even a slight glance at Ryo, and his heart would bounce. Ueda decided after the show tonight he’ll try and confess, on New Year’s too.

The show was finally over. “Otsukaresama deshita! Otsukaresama deshita! “Are words that came from the staff members who participated on tonight’s show. Most of the JE members left for home so that they can spend the rest of the new years with their friends and family. Ryo and Ueda were left in the dressing room, both packing up their things getting ready to leave. Now’s a great time to do it Ueda said to himself as he let out a deep breath and turned around. He faced Ryo packing his dirty shirts, pants and the rest of his clothes in his bag.

“Ryo?” he said shyly.

“hai?” Ryo looked at Ueda walking over to him.

 “Can we talk?” the two men took a seat on the couch.

“Oh right, Tat-chan, I’ve also been meaning to tell you something, but you go first” Ryo said

“No no its ok, you can go first” Ueda insisted I think I need more time to think about it he said to himself.

“Ok, here goes” Ryo started. “Well, Tat-chan, I know we’ve been really good friends for so long, we’ve had fights, but then made up in the end, and it was all because I couldn’t stand being mad at you” Ryo caressed his face which made Ueda blush. “But, I hope also that what I’m about to say won’t bring us too far from each other” he continued.

“Ueda, I know about your crush on me…”

“You do?” Ueda’s tears started to flow up in his eyes, he tried holding them back

“Yea…and I’d like you to stop, I’m not ready to make a commitment just yet. So if what you were going to say to me tonight was a confession, I'm sorry but I cannot answer it.” Ryo got up

“But I can wait for you! I can!” Ueda shouted out, standing up as well.

“Tat-chan, I don’t want you to waste you life waiting for me to answer you, because I doubt that’s going to happen” Ueda’s tears started falling as Ryo said those words.


“Tat-chan…I'm sorry” Ryo took his bag and left the room.

Ueda dropped down on his knees, tears dropping on his hands as he cried. His heart was Broken, he couldn’t help but cry hard. As much as his love for him was found out, he was rejected. His sobs got harder, as he saw a pair of black shoes facing his direction.

“Tatsuya-kun” Ueda looked up. It was Nakamaru, his band mate, and also one of his good friends.

Nakamaru kneeled down then hugging Ueda with a warm embrace and caressing his golden locks.

“shh..shh..It’s going to be ok! I heard everything! Just cry it all out” Ueda cried all night in Maru’s arms. His warm embrace made Ueda fell safe and comforted.

Nakamaru was always beside Ueda when he needed him. He was always there to comfort him whenever they got into fights; he was always there when he needed him.

Tatsuya finally stopped crying and Maru let go of him. “Are you ok?” Ueda nodded wiping his tears as the younger man gave him a tissue.

“What were you going to tell Ryo?” Yuichi asked

“I was going to confess to him, but…”

“So he got to you first.” Maru finished his sentence, as Ueda nodded.


“Yea? Tat-chan” Yuichi looked at his red swollen eyes.

“Thank you” Ueda said with a smile. Yuichi smiled back.

“You know I'm always there for you, Tat-chan” He pulled Ueda closer for a hug “I love you” he said in an inaudible whisper. They let go and Maru looked into the watch that he was wearing on his right hand.

“Its 5 minutes to 12. Want to go out and see the fireworks?” Maru suggested.

“Uhn” Ueda nodded with a smile.

“10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2”

 Right before the people screamed out one, Ueda grabbed Maru’s hand making him turn and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

“1!” the people screamed out, and the fireworks were lit.

“Happy new year Maru!” Ueda broke the kiss, and smiled. Maru still in shock but then also smiled.

“Happy new year Tat-chan” then Maru placed another kiss on Uedas lips “I'm guessing you heard me earlier?”

“Yep” Ueda said with a grin “ and I’ve realized in this past 5 minutes when you whispered those 3 words to me, hoping I didn’t hear it, I felt warm inside and realized that I’ve been utterly blind, I'm sorry Maru” He pulled the younger man in for a hug.

“I love you, Maru”

“I love you too Tat-chan, I’ve always have”


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Current Mood: gigglygiggly
Current Music: Nightmare -kyokutou ranshin tengoku
01 January 2010 @ 12:09 am
its 12:04 in Bahrain! [middle east

I just wanna say! happy new year

on a scale from 1 to 10 for last years rating i would say; by 10 being the highest.
i would say... a 8

I've had some ups and downs with friends but then forgave them as did to me in the end.
last year was the year i graduated high school and the year i started my first year as a college student.
last yea was full of new experience
and i'd like to thank every one for it! 

Thank you! 


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Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: an cafe - nyappy in the world
31 December 2009 @ 11:03 am

Title: Ueda's Happy New year
Genre: Fluff
Pairing: Ueda Tatsuya[Kat Tun]/OC
Disowning: I dont own Ueda sadly T_T if i did do you think i would post up fan fics about him? think about it!
Summary: This year Ueda spent his Christmas with his fellow group members KAT TN, but since the 5 of them have personal plans for New Years Eve, Ueda is alone this new years but he doesnt it want to be. He is also searching to settle down with someone

What is it that I want in a girl?
Ueda told himself, I’ve had not as many girlfriends in the past that I’ve truly loved. But there was one specifically what I was truly in love with, but I came to realize that it wasn’t love but just attraction. She was pretty on the outside but not as much on the inside, I was a fool to fall for her. Ueda was ready to settle down on one girl who was perfect for him and him for her. He want a girl who he adores, he wants someone different from the others in a special way.

Walking through the snowy night, he spent this year’s Christmas with his fellow group members. But now Christmas was over and the other 5 had plans for New Years and he didn’t. He didn’t want to spend it alone. Tomorrow is New Years Eve, I better find something to do, he said to himself. Ueda arrived at his apartment, then seeing a couple of boxes outside the front gate. A young brunette girl came out from the front wearing a black jacket and a green scarf; she picked up one of those boxes and went in.

“ah...excuse me, miss?” Ueda called out running towards her as she was about to walk in the apartment.  She turned towards the tall looking man, who she seems to recognize, but wasn’t sure. “yes?”

“Do these boxes belong to you?” he asked


“need help?” offering a hand he picked up the last box and followed her upstairs to her apartment.

“thanks so much, ah…”

“Ueda, Ueda Tatsuya, Yorushiku!” he introduced himself.

“ah...I’m Yoko Barton, Yorushiku!” and so did she. “I just moved here, to Japan that is.” She continued. “Since its New Year, I thought, ‘why not make a fresh start in one of your home countries’” they smiled at each other.

“I live over here” Tatsuya pointed at the door behind him. “so that makes us neighbors!”

“yeap!” she replied “ I would invite you in but I’m not done unpacking”

“Oh no that’s alright” he got nervous for a second.

There was silence.

“Listen I’m going to finish unpacking, so see you around Ueda-kun, Merry Christmas”

“oh no, call me Tatsuya! Yea see you! Merry Christmas” they waved at each other, and close their doors at the same time.

‘Ok that was an experience’ Tatsuya said to himself.

‘She’s kind of cute, isn’t she?’He couldn’t sleep, as it was pretty obvious he was interested in her, but wonders if she was the one. He didn’t want to get hurt like he did before nor did he wanted to hurt anyone else when the relationship was over. He closed his eyes, wondering what to do about how he felt. Was he in love? Was it love at first sight? He didn’t believe in such thing, but maybe it was true. Thoughts scrambled around his head, trying so hard not to think about it, trying so hard to go to sleep, trying so hard to count how many sheep’s go over the fence but he couldn’t as Yoko’s face keep on appearing. Then successfully he fell asleep on his comfy pillow with his warm wool blanket over him.

Ueda felt the warm bright sun on his face that woke him. He opened his eyes slowly getting use to how bright it was in his room. He got up, went to the bathroom then to the kitchen and made himself some coffee and waffles. Hours past and it was already lunch. He then got dressed and went out for lunch.

 He wasn’t that hungry yet so he walked a few miles and ended up at the park. He took a breath enjoying the cool air, then took a few rounds around the park then sat on a bench just before lunch. He watched as the kids where playing around the snow and smiled as they did. The thoughts of Yoko-chan came back to him, ‘what am I going to do?’ he groaned and laid his head back against the bench supporting his neck and closing his eyes.

“Do about what?” he heard a voice and looked up at a girl wearing a red coat, black ankle length boots and the green scarf that was familiar to him then felt his heart skip a little.

“ah. Yoko-chan” he stood up.

“Gomen ne Tatsuya-kun, I was just taking a walk, trying to find my way around, and they saw you.” He smiled at her.

“Do you want me to show you around? I was about to have lunch, join me?” he asked her politely with a smile.

“un…I’d like that”

They didn’t walk for long. The wind wasn’t strong but just perfect. It was cold but not as much. Ueda wasn’t wearing much as well, just a black coat with fluff on the side and a beanie. They stopped at a restaurant and place their orders.

“So Tatsuya-kun, you’re from that group Kat Tun am I right?” Ueda’s eyes widened as he heard Yoko’s question.

“hai” he answered. “When we met yesterday I didn’t think you knew who I was.” She chuckled

“Well I did recognize you but I wasn’t sure until you introduced yourself.” Ueda smiled at her as she continued “I use to listen to your music a year ago, I even got kind of obsessed.” She admitted in embarrassment.

Tatsuya looked at her in a way then asked “where did you move from?”

“Germany…my best friend and I were planning this since months ago, she’s arriving on January 3.”she explained

“oh” ‘wait, today is new years eve, should I invite her over?’ he thought “so you’ll be spending new years alone then?” they stopped by a bench and sat down.

“yea I guess”

‘youkatta!’ Ueda’s emotions got excited for a while. “how would you like to spend New Years with me this year? Since we’re both spending it alone, why not spend it together?” he offered with a slight smile on his face.

“that sounds great!” They both smiled. After lunch Ueda showed her around for an hour or so, enjoying each other’s company. They also did a little shopping for tonight’s dinner. They both agreed to make it together at his place.

Ueda unlocked his front door letting his new guest in. “welcome to my humble abode” he said pulling his hands out in the air with plastic bags dangling from them. Her eyes widened a bit, at being amazed in how nicely furnished it was. Yoko noticed a pair of eyes staring at her; she turned to Ueda making a face. “what? Is there something on my face?” Ueda continued to stare

“no, its just that, I’ve never looked at someone beautiful in my life” Yoko smiled at what he just said.

“ah? Thank you? Where’s your kitchen?” Ueda smiled back, showing her the kitchen.

They took out the ingredients and started arranging them in one side. The two decided of making cake first. There were two choices, using the ready mix cake, or making it from scratch. Ueda voted ready mix, being lazy. And Yoko chose making them from scratch. They argued for a while before decided to make it from scratch.

The flour, sugar, shortening, baking powder and salt to the side and the eggs, milk, vanilla extract on the other. The bowl was set in between them. They looked at each other then at the empty bowl.

“Now what?” ueda asked as he stood there clueless.

“Now you put in the dry ingredients” Yoko said with a smile on her face as she grabbed Ueda’s hand pulling it towards the flour that was placed right next to her. His heart skipped and felt warm on his cheeks. He looked at her, and then saw her cheeks redden as well. Ueda made a small laugh taking the flour and pouring about a cup full into the bowl.

Yoko’s face still a bit pink got quite nervous, but then tried to cover it with a smile. “so then what’s after that?” she asked childish.

“then the salt, the sugar and the baking powder.” Ueda said with a slight smirk taking a step closer to her which made Yoko take a step back. Then lifting his hand caressing her cheek which made her blush even more.

“Yoko-chan…I think I’ve fallen for you.” Ueda said putting his hand on her waist bringing her closer, making them centimeters apart each other, close enough for a kiss, but then they were disrupted by the loud fireworks and the multiple screams of ‘HAPPY NEW YEAR’. Both their heads faced towards the window seeing the colorful fireworks forming circles in the sky.

“Happy new year” Yoko said facing back at Ueda

Ueda smiled “Happy new year” then placed a small kiss on her lips, then walked over towards the couch facing the window where I fireworks can be seen, and cuddled up next to each other.

~ comments are love ~

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22 December 2009 @ 09:59 pm
Since its almost christmas! i just want to greet all of you! MERRY CHRISTMAS!   [even though i dont celebrate christmas] hahahha Merry christmas! and guys dont forget to write your new years resolution!! ahahahah i know mine is going to be long! ^O^ jya ne!
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: and boyfriend - SID
07 May 2009 @ 06:37 am
ok! this is my first post in....

a while

im sorry for that! ahahah

okk...i just finished highschool..like.....3 months ago

im kind of preparing to go to collage which is like in 5 months so yea

im kinda nervous even though its still 5 months away.


i went for vacation in the philippines
its was nice
it rained alot
and it was really hot
we went shopping too
but we also didnt have enough money to buy other shit
so we came back 3 days early! xD

well it was oki! 

when we got back home, we rested for like i dunno how many days, like maybe a day or so
but i was vacuuming the house 2 days later eventually....

i started a diet like 2 days ago, and i think its really going well
im surviving i guess
proper exercise and proper nutrition
i can be as thin as my eldest sister


well this is just a random post
i just want you all to know that im still alive!
and that im too lazy to make icons! 

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Current Music: 嘘 - シド
28 December 2008 @ 08:54 pm
Please comment and credit when taking ENJOY! ^_^
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